jeffthered
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Hi guys - and Happy New Year, my fellow twitchers.I'm pretty new on this site, so I do have a lot of questions regarding twitching, pain, nerve-pains etc.After reading a lot of posts here, the thing that strikes me is, that almost everyone is scared to death about A..I fully understand this since a diagnose is more a less a death sentence. However - the probability of actually getting it, is almost zero. Of course some people DO get it, but again – it's almost a mathematical impossibility.I myself am scared *beep* about my symptoms, that (after having seen Dr. Google) are textbook MS symptoms: Twitching, buzzing, pains, 'sensation-disturbances' (don't know the english word), dizziness, anxiety, fatigue etc. etc. You name it - I've got i. And - since MS and ALS symptoms have a lot in common, twitching for instance, I would be (and am) much more worried about MS, that won't actually kill you - just make the rest of your life a living hell. In Denmark there is a saying amongst neurologists: "You won't die FROM MS - you'll die WITH it. Amen!My symptoms started late 2008: Buzzing, humming, cold/warm rushes in my hands. Later on came the twitching, pains, nerve-pains etc. I paid for a neurological examination in february 2009, had my brains MR-scanned in february 2009, had another neurogical examination also in february 2009, had en EMG- and a SEP-test performed in the summer of 2009 along with another neurological examination, had blood-tests in the summer, had a new neurogical examination last week and am scheduled for a new examination on january 12th - this time with the leading expert in MS here in Denmark. I pay for that myself.All previous test and diagnoses have been negative, but they fail to give my peace of mind. I don't know why. Perhaps because none of the doctors have been able to give me any form of explanation to my symptoms. I am currently on Gabapentin, but it don't seem to do any good. It's also pretty expensive, so I plan to get off them again.I hoped that the negative EMG and SEP would bring me some kind of reassurance, but they didn't. I keep telling myself that they reason why they are negative is because I'm in an early state, where my *beep* up brain, spine and nerves don't show any signs of damage … yet. That it's just a matter of time. Strange, that I want to be the one to say: "Told you so". I suggested to one of the neurologists, that I should have a test of my spinal fluid to look for oglonical bands, which can be a sign of MS. He said it would be shear madness to do an invasive procedure when all clinical tests were normal. I hear him, but I keep telling myself that it could get me some kind of peace of mind. But - I thought that as well with the EMG and SEP … Then again - thanks to Google, I do get more and more anxious, because it doesn't take long to find out, that a lot of MS patients have normal MR-scans, blood-samples, EMGs, SEPs etc. etc. So how can you get any peace of mind here? I can't stand it - I'm freakin' out.Please don't get me wrong - I don't mean to think less of your ALS-fear. I share them too - but as far as I know, getting MS is much more likely than getting ALS. It's a mathematical fact.Best regards,Peter