BubblyPop78
New member
Dear all,After "secretly" visiting this site for almost two years it's time to thank all posters for their help. The last two years haven't been easy, which won't be surprising to you, and this site played an important role in pulling me through tough times.Glad I found it. Due to our vet, I might add.My symptoms first resembled MS. Being a doc myself, I was able to envision especially all worst-case scenario's. Then the fascicualtions started, so I had to upgrade these scenario's. I referred myself to my favourite neurologist. Upon seeing me entering his office he already threw aside the most feared diagnosis. It was all benign, he said, and the only thing he did apart from a thorough neurlogical examination was a CT-scan that came out clean. He rejected the idea of an EMG as not useful. The Lyme test was done on my request because of a visit to Canada previous to the onset of the symptoms - negative, of course. People around me urged me to go for a second opinion. But my neurlogist's diagnosis was the best I could get.But I did consult our vet, because our new kitten had bitten me in his office shortly before symptoms started. He went through his books, couldn't find anything but urged me to keep on searching!I did, and that's how I found you all, and I am grateful for that.Meanwhile, all the familiar symptoms wax and wane. Knowing that they can wane makes the waxing acceptable. In a progressive disease, the waning of symptoms is not possible.Furthermore, my physiotherapist convinced me to start with gentle fitness training. Being a born sports hater (I was the guy that was always negotiated over when teams were chosen in school, that's why), I have to admit reluctantly that mild exercise did me a world of good. Especially seeing my muscle mass increase little by little(also noticed in the bathroom by admiring family members, which is an extra benefit I must say) restores confidence. It would be impossible in a progressive disease. I still hate exercising, but I would advise all forum readers to start it.So, to all of you out there, difficult as it might sometimes be: try to hold on and keep smiling! What is generally written on this site has proven right to me.THANKS