Reflecting on Difficult Times

[tearsneverfall]

Gary,

Great to hear from you! I am doing wonderful! I just have a really hard time looking back on those dark days and believing my state of mind at the time. It's amazing and sad to me actually but I am doing so well now that I try to just accept it for what it was and not think about it too much. I am thankful that my daughter doesn't remember it. I twitch daily all day but pay no attention to it at all anymore. I also still have all the weird accompanying things that go along with it. How are you? Aren't you a fairly new father? I hope you are doing well too! Take care!

 

[TwitchMeSweetheart]

don't know your history but always comfotring for me to see a long timer come back doing well. so pretty much the same as wehn you first started physical symptom wise?

 

[tearsneverfall]

Yes all of my physical issues are exactly the same except now it's minus the anxiety. You can ask Gary I was pretty much near suicide at one time and pretty darn hopeless. I don't give it a second thought anymore as far as worrying about it. I notice it and always will and believe it or not I still to this day visit *** sites to keep up with some of the people that I sadly got to know. I am quite ashamed of that now but they don't see it that way at all. They are HUGE inspirations to me! The biggest step for me was believing my doctors and forcing myself to live my life again doing things I didn't feel like doing physically and emotionally and slowly but surely I began to feel better and happy. Take care and feel free to PM me.