XinaMae535
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You are right about them solving the puzzle, I see it now. Just totally frustrated and scared.good to know if the test is abnormal it would not mean anything MND. Whew! I really actually hope it comes back all kinds of abnormal! Pretty sad, I know, but something needs to be found here. Without swallowing or do anything, my throat feels like .....a mild constant discomfort, like as if someone is pressing on it, like on a sore spot. And when I talk, my voice is off and will still feel like a pressing. But when I swallow, I am not having any problems, at least today. My right hand, the only hand with fat loss, twitches and buzzy feelings (not sure if they are fine twitches or buzzes, but I can feel something, but not see anything). Left hand is fine. It will twitch in the thenar or something like once per day. My right hand, is constant either a twitch, or the buzzing. Why would my left hand not be affected by fat loss? Why would the left side of my chest not hurt? Only the right side.
I just curled up and watched the movie The Sandlot. A funny, classic American movie about kids playing baseball and getting into trouble. They mentioned the great baseball players and then they mentioned Lou Gehrig (and we had English captions on so my husband could follow along), so I heard it and then the name is there staring at me. I became paralyzed. Also because in the movie, they talk about omens.....I am just way too tense, paranoid, nervous, etc etc. I have even wondered if this with my throat/voice is this "dystonia" that I've read about before. I think that is the term, where the nervous systems are unbalanced. Too many thoughts...
