Overcoming Mind Roller Coaster

A) Seven months is more than enough. If you really had something nasty by now you would know.B) You're only 19.C) Stop reading so many stories on the internet.
 
_BlueWolf92, Mario do you guys think the Walton study is accurate. I read some threads about it and it freaked me out. I should not have read that i just came across it searching the boards
 
I don't even know what the Walton study is. I don't read up on health studies. People like us (BFS crazies) aren't really able to handle stuff like that.
 
let me answer you this way. Not so very long ago, a subject matter expert said that children had autism as a result of having a mother who was cold, unfeeling - he called them refrigerator moms. I can guaran-damn-tee you that is wrong. Having said that, I'd bet my bottom dollar there are 4 kids out there with autism who have cold, unfeeling refrigerator moms.
 
I would say 4 months in (after therapy, meds, etc) I was mostly over it. Now at 6 months in I don't worry anymore. Sure the twitching can be bothersome, but it does not stop me from doing anything I did before it started. I just realized that there are worse things than benign twitching and that I can live with it. It's a process for sure. You just have to make the choice to move on. Obsessing and worrying me turned me into a zombie who could not function at all. I had to make a change.
 
Well it all started in december 2010... i'd say i was in and out of pretty bad depression because of all the symptoms etc and not sharing it with anybody (woops! :LOL:) for around 8 months . . . I then got to a point, where i felt like if i continued to let my self go mentally, it wouldn't matter if i were diseased or not because my quality of life was getting so bad.Its a very difficult almost 'brainwave' i experienced to describe, but to put it simply, i really believe depression and being negative is the easy route for your mind to take, but if you learn to control your mind slightly ( :LOL: ) and train yourself to be able to think positively, then anybody can pull themselves out back into reality.. Everyone will find a way eventually, my main ways were- to stop feeling sorry for myself, even if it was thinking about my family!- visit this site only occasionally, it became a part of my life at one point- not healthy at all!!!!!!! it really can and does make you delusional to reality- find a distraction- everytime i got a bad thought, i would quickly replace it with something that excites me (No, im not talking about sex lol)- listening to music channels whilst i slept to prevent me from thinking about DEAAAAAAATH - and MOST importantly, i considered what the advantages of me worrying about it all was... would it make me better if i were diseased? no... would it make it all go away? no.... It just simply meant i was wasting my life, lifes too short as it is, so don't waste it worrying about something you have no control over, and most certainly, even against all odds you may have injected in your mind, DO NOT HAVE. :)
 

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