As a true and bona-fide saint I understand your impatience at wanting to be promoted. However, it is in the waiting where the importance lies. Sainthood is not achieved, nor sought but rather it comes of it's own accord.
Now to Pug:
Listen man, you are unhappy and your post is a cry for help. You were up a few months ago, and now you are very down. This sounds like classic depression to me. You have found the road to follow that allows your suffering to continue unabated. This has nothing to do with ALS, MS and is a disservice to people who are really suffering from the deadly affects of these diseases. Why is this?
You must really ask yourself why a person who has been pronounced well countless times, cannot, will not, must not believe it! You have an important voice and yet you are letting it be silenced by the unreasonableness of your fear. You fear because you fear not fearing. As I have stated many times, a person healing does not begin with the neuro, or a test but from inside the person themselves.
Do not post your epilogue, or the end of this story. The above story has ended. Post again when you have the real news, not about the test result but about furballfury, special and valued pug, speaking from his inner voice. There is within you a well-spring of healing power, a wealth of knowledge of the universe. Find it, allow it to infiltrate all of you.
Every little kid wants to be famous and when we get older and have not achieve our fame we tell people how rich we are, how sick we are, how much we can drink, helk, anything just so that we might be noticed, be different. You are noticed, not because you are filled with disease, or disharmony but because you are a wonderful person.
Roll yourself a great big doobie filled with laughter and love and smoke it right down to the roach. Then come back and post what a fool you have been, but how that is okay and when you look back on it, kind of funny. I will not allow you to have ALS when you do not, your ailment is a physical manifestation from an inner hurt. We have now applied a band aid to your boo boo, let your own incredible power, which is life itself, do the rest. Be remarkable, be worthy of the life which you have, be a champion for this cause. This is the miracle that all the religions talk of, this is the intangible that can not be explained but is the only real thing, the only lasting thing, the only thing that matters.
With Love,
Basso