thanks for your inputs - yes i have lost control of my mind again - sorry.but what is wrong in joining an als forum. there are also others from this forum over there.yes i got maybe obsessed with the idea of having or getting als. i try my best to get over it. but my neighbour just died of it, we both live in a radon area.so it is not always very easy not to think about it anymore. i was well during my holidays, the twitches were quite strong but i didn't care about them at all.the new twitching along with the pain, feeling of weakness and soreness leads me to think of other causes to this crap than bfs. i don't think i have als but there is certainly something wrong with me. i was a very good sportsman, this crap stopped me quite hardly. i am like Krackersones, i want to know what is wrong with me. you know i learned a lot on neurological disorders, also du to my presence in these other forums, enough to know that there are other conditions than bfs and als. more benign ones and maligne ones. and i know much about toxicity of things in the air, in food and in households. i don't believe in the term BFS. For me this is just a dx because the docs don't know much about our condition. the told me it was anxiety related. ha ha ha, i was a relaxed guy, successful in work and sport. anxiety was 100 % not the cause of it. the reason for not going back to the als clinic: i don't trust docs anymore.