InvisibleItches
Well-known member
1st of all:Thank you to all who have supported me through all of this. I took the advice from my last two posts to take some time away from the internet and even this forum, and it actually seemed to help. Any new little symptom that occured during this past 14 days I let just ride out.....And I thought I was doing much better! Special thanks to Johnnythejet, Twitchinjohnny, Gracely, Seepi27, MarioMasher, and I'm sure I'm missing a few others, but I definitely took the words of your last few posts to heart....Yet, I need HELP with this, with what just happened, because, it seems very very bad and I couldn't just sit and cope with it, it is eating me up. For some reason, the past 2 or 3 days, I've been examining my tongue again. I'm not even going to get into the fact that the tongue droops to one side everytime I stick it out at full-attention....So, just now, as I got back from the gym, I stuck out my tongue. Stuck it out far, just like I've done numerous times (probably thousands of times over the past 2 years) and then something horrible happened. MY ENTIRE JAW AND THE MUSCLES IN MY THROAT LOCKED UP. THEY LOCKED OUT. I couldn't MOVE ANYTHING :< I'm trying to be rationale about this. Tying to remember all of the key words to live by in BFS. I don't want to overreact right now. Perhaps this is nothing to worry about. Hopefully it is part of BFS? Hopefully it isn't what I truly fear. I know I was advised to stay away for a while....And I doubt that 2 weeks qualifies for "a while" in anyone's mind. But I'd really appreciate some HELP HERE. I'm in an almost full-panic right now.With regret and somewhat embarrassed but definitely horrified,Ryan