That is a good thing to realise, because 1 year looks a lot. I often think that if it is one year and I am even worse in some things (more twitching now) it will never be ok. But I guess that is a wrong calculation, you can not think this way. There is always hope with BFS to get better.I guess the doctor telling me I can not have BFS wasn't very good for my coping with it. I know it is one's responsibility for everything that happens (if you are angry at someone it is you not him, who is "guilty"), but the fact is the reassuring doctor can make (I guess only) this visit into this dark place shorter.