I appreciate it RIno - I am sorry you are also not doing well again.

If there is anything I can do to help, I will.My husband has to start taking anti-depressants now because of me. He had his first appt with a therapist tonight. He can't sleep and this burden has become too much for him. :crying: I am pretty much flipping out right now tonight and am desperate for support. Please anyone who can read this, please help me with this one thing which is happening to me:My right hand I spoke about, the index finger and the pinky finger.....they have felt off for a while, it never went away, and is now is really bad! I feel things slipping out of MY HAND today!!!!!!! THINGS ARE SLIPPING OUT!!

Please please please - I need help! I am trying to focus only on this one thing to help me through:I HAVE WRIST PAIN from my surgery still from January. The wound and the surrounding area on the back side still hurts and when I rub it, it feels like it's black and blue, but it's not. Actually, a blue mark on the outside of my wrist near my pinky side appeared out of nowhere, my husband nor I remember me stubbing it (but I could have and not noticed). COULD ALL OF THIS STILL BE FROM MY GANGLION CYST REMOVAL SURGERY IN JANUARY!?!?! My hand/wrist feels so UNSTABLE! And pained! Or is it unstable and pained because of overuse? Or is it unstable and pained because my muscles are getting weaker and normal use is what is causing the pain!? <---my biggest fear :crying: My husband and I have been testing my strength. Usually gently, but today I didn't give a ?!$% and I asked him to pull harder than normal. I would make an O with my thumb and pinky and he would put his finger inside the O and pull outward, trying to break my thumb and pinky apart. He can't break through unless he goes WAY hard, and it's the same on both hands, BUT, with my right hand, I have to TRY/STRAIN HARDER so it does not break before my left. Know what I mean? Plus the twitching ALL OVER since Aug 7th, which is spreading, including both eyelids today, and my lip today. And including THIS RIGHT HAND! I feel like my entire body is always shaking, like almost like a light form of Parkinson's. Like, I am never still from constant twitches. I am sure many of you can relate. My twitches before were just here and there, a pop here or there, with an occasional hot spot.Please - can someone virtually smack me and just help me to realize the surgery/pain option? Could this be possible still from my surgery from January? What would you do - should I go back to the hand surgeon or what!? An ultrasound, an xray!? I am so, so sick from this.

PS - I stopped the Immunocomplex stuff I started taking recently, which has allllllll kinds of good stuff in it. I have a feeling since taking it, that is when I noticed the twitches spread more. Could it be that this stuff is enhancing my immune system, and if I had an auto-immune issue, that that could probably not be a good thing?PPS - With the strength testing, we only have done it recently, and gently, besides tonight. I couldn't take it. My left hand is totally fine from all of the testing we've done, and is otherwise totally fine. Except it will twitch as everywhere else. I put all kinds of pain gels on my wrist and have it wrapped in a wrist wrap.