BFS Update: a Positive Perspective

Hi everyone, I just thought I’d send everyone a ‘positive’ update. Just to provide some context, I’m a 31 year old male and well into my 3rd year of BFS. I am also nearly done my training as a family physician, so obviously have quite a bit of medical perspective. Lots has already been said on this board, and we all know the terrible complications of this miserable syndrome (crippling anxiety, somatization [ability to manifest real clinic symptoms through the mind-body interaction], catastrophizing, “I’m the exception” or “how long” example, etc…). As such, I’ll try to keep my post relatively short, but hopefully some of this will help a few of you. 1. ALS is terrible, but rare, disease. It is not subtle. Fasciculation’s are the least noticeable features of the disease for someone with ALS. The classic patient is someone in their 60’s or 70’s, who for the past couple of months, has fallen multiple times secondary to unexplained ‘foot drop,’ and who can now no longer write with a pen. There is no ‘subjective’ weakness in ALS – it is progressive, unrelenting (e.g., does not wax and wayne), and accompanied by a myriad of symptoms that make cramping/fasiculations the least of a patient’s chief complaint. 2. From a doctor’s perspective, we hardly ever think about ALS, because honestly, it is so rare. I have now seen easily 10 patients in my career who I have thought about the possibility of MND/ALS simply because of their overt symptoms (age (70+), and my own experience). In all cases, eyes have been rolled by my preceptors (simply because it is virtually never encountered in clinical practice) and sure enough, investigations have always led to very different diagnoses. Simply put: muscle cramping, weakness, atrophy, fasiculations, reflex changes, etc…etc…have so many OTHER explanations than ALS/MND, that it is still rarely thought of by doctors. Honestly, the ‘ice bucket’ challenge brought more to my colleagues awareness of ALS than all of medical school combined (and I went to a very good medical school btw, lol) 3. Virtually NO PHYSICIAN (including MANY neurologists) know anything about Benign Fasciculation Syndrome (or the devastating effect it has on sufferers). Really, this condition needs to be studied much more thoroughly and addressed in PSYCHIATRY (rather than neurology) because of its truly life-altering consequences (personally, I STILL suffer from crippling anxiety. Unfortunately, once you get ‘over’ BFS, you just find a new health issue to perseverate on). As such, don’t necessarily count on your family physician or neurologist to even know about BFS. Even worst (especially in the USA or Canada), you can expect your physician to perhaps employ the “watch and wait” or the “can’t be 100% positive” approach, simply because medico-legal consequences of a “wrong diagnosis” are so engrained into our basic training. Take this in stride, and recognize that BFS is a “real” entity (trust me, I’m all about ‘evidence based medicine’). Honestly, we don’t know much about the syndrome other than that it is physiologically benign (psychologically however is a complete different story). 4. My simple advice for NEW fasiculators/twitchers:A) This condition many very well never go away. It sucks, but you will learn to deal with it. You may twitch all over, without rhyme or reason (one “hot spot” for months to years, or random twitching all over). You may cramp, you may get fatigued, you may “feel” weak, you may find dents or differences in muscle sizes (you may even atrophy!), or you may get a wide range of other ‘weird’ syndromes. When symptoms get worst, talk to your family doctor, but don’t go seeking a diagnosis of ALS. I can’t even begin to tell you the number of different, COMMON, conditions that can cause progression of neurological symptoms (everything from spinal stenosis to myasthenia gravis!). In my opinion though, new potential BFS sufferers should ask their family physician for the following before going any further:CBC, electrolytes (including Mg, Ca, PO4), TSH, B12, Folate, Cr, ALT, cholesterol (good to know anyway) +/- TTG/IgA (celiac disease) ONLY. If all clear, stop investigating and start ‘dealing’ with this annoying (but not pathological) disorder. B) DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT, get an EMG or MRI, without true neurological weakness. If a neurologist looks hard enough, they WILL find something wrong with everyone (7/10 of us can apparently show at least one fasiculation on EMG if tested for 30+ minutes). I for one, had a completely normal EMG, except for a few fasciculation’s, and a SHARP wave in my gastrocnemius. What a wonderful 9 months of worrying that resulted in (despite repeated assurances from 2 incredibly competent neurologist that all way good). Sharp waves/fibrillations sound very serious, but again, have multiple explanations (in my case, likely from over exercising, but lots of other possibilities, including foramen narrowing, stenosis, etc…). C) You are not alone. I spoke to an EMG technician a few weeks ago (this person had no idea about my own history) while on a movement disorder rotation, and he was actually joking about the number of PHYSICIANS he would literally see monthly with “new muscle twitching” who were terrified they may have MND. From the technician’s perspective, this was quite amusing (although not to me, as I had been one of those individuals in the past). Physicians are sort of hypocrites – we love to reassure, but when WE start to develop symptoms, you better believe we want answers ASAP (lol). D) STAY OFF GOGGLE AND SCHOLARILY JOURNALS. As a training physician, I literally have access to every medical journal and article out there (way beyond google scholar). I’ve had a look ‘out there’ at any potential ‘scary publication’ and truthfully, I’m not impressed. There are only a few (e.g., 4—7) true CASE REPORTS of what we all fear in the entire literature (from the 1990’s onwards), and frankly, with these sort of numbers, you really have to start taking into account probability and statistics (e.g., even though ALS has an incidence, of let’s say, 1-2/100,000, given the number of individuals who develop benign fasciculation syndrome yearly [let’s guess, 150/100,000?] => unfortunately, a very small number of those may also develop statistically spontaneous ALS). In other words, correlation, simply does not mean causation (and I have seen nothing in the literature over the past 15 years to suggest otherwise). Again, I don't want to mince words for those who don't have a strong background in statistics. All I'm trying to say is that, unfortunately, based on RANDOM chance alone, some individuals may approach their physician first with a complaint of weird fasiculations a few months (or years) before they are diagnosed with ALS. This does NOT however mean that the fasiculations were precursors to ALS (in fact, quite the opposite of what we know about MND) but rather, secondary to random chance alone. I'm sure, for instance, if we looked hard enough, we could easily find 4-7 ALS patients who had pneumonia 6 months prior to their ALS diagnosis. This does NOT mean that their pneumonia caused (or was a precursor) to their ALS. All of you need to start looking at your fasiculations the same way. I guarantee you I could produce a study showing that 50% of all ALS patients has a viral cold 12 months before their diagnosis. Are you going to worry next time you get a cold? Why would your fasiculations be any different? Simply, fasiculations +/- cramping do NOT statistically (even remotely) equal ALS. In summary, please:-Recognize BFS for what it is – a pathologically unknown, ‘mind-body’ interaction with a HUGE myriad a CHANGING symptoms - the most severe of which is psychological (and truthfully, can be VERY severe). -Don’t expect physicians to know much about BFS. It is considered a ‘functional’ disorder, and we spend most of our training learning about ‘organic’ disorders (simply because there is so much to know). Doesn’t mean it isn’t ‘real’ or affects many lives (e.g., just ask someone with severe IBS, fibromyalgia, or migraine associated vertigo).-If you have BFS +/- cramps +/- the changing, million+one symptoms that go with it – I’m sorry, this sucks (trust me). There is no cure at present time and you may have this for many years to come (even if your ‘anxiety’ gets under control). You may unfortunately need anti-depressants or a benzodiapiene (as needed) to cope + therapy. This disorder can be like a wave, and if you are not careful, it is going to result in other, perhaps more serious, mental health problems. But, take this doctor’s advice – ALS is not subtle. If you are twitching/cramping right now + whatever else weird/persistent symptom you have (but can still walk and hold a cup of coffee), this is NOT MND. You have either BFS, or some other condition that may (or may not) be worth investigation…(e.g., from B12 deficiency to spinal stenosis).
 
Thanks future GP for stopping by, you know what a valuable post this will be to many. And congrats! I always thinks the med students who have had experiences like this will make the very best physicians.
 
Well said. To me the biggest problem with BFS and this board in general is that way too many people go out and get EMGs, and once they have done that step they have now convinced themselves that they are sick. If you never even bother with an EMG (which isn't going to tell you anything anyway), you have a big head start over everyone else when it comes to dealing with what BFS is.
 
I agree on those labs above, but some (VCKG) are very difficult to get - only two labs in the whole USA do that one - and expensive. Not sure if anyone here has had a positve VCKG. Sometimes it only leads to more confusion. I did get one and it was .01 and normal range is .00-.02. So, I'm in the normal range, right? But my level on about 20 other neural anti-bodies were all .00. It just casts a tinge of doubt for me along with my AChR of 21% when normal range is 0-20% in some labs and 0-25% in others. Just this week on a routine CBC an incidental .62 Absolute Lymphocite (low) finding adds to this picture as it can be down in Myasthenia Gravis also. I don't think I've had that Anti-Musk. Anyone know if ANA or anything else would be elevated in Myasthenia Gravis? Meanwhile, I think I've had enough blood tests in the past two years to see that my symptoms are worse when calcium is flagged as low vs higher end of normal range. TUMS chewables brought it up rather quickly.
 
great post and wonderful info. For me, however, having the EMG was a good thing. Yes - I confess that I still worried (still have my "oh crap" moments even now) after that some. But, by and large, it gave me a peace of mind that I know I would not have had without it. I did have an office neurology exam initially and the doctor point blank told me that I had BFS, wrote it in my chart, and still ordered an EMG for me as well as an MRI. She may have done it to cover her own fanny, but I was happy to get both and to hear that the results showed nothing to be concerned about. The doctor told me that the results of the EMG were "good" for up to five years (that was three years ago), but that for now I needed to go away and not come back. Hearing that was like finding a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow for me. I know that unless I see/experience the things you described so well in your post, I won't go back ever. I hate needles. :)
 
This is one of the best posts I have read in so long. Thank you for posting this and putting things in perspective for us twitchers!
 
Thanks for your positive opinions @futureGP1983!As a fellow BFS'er with fascics and even a rare fibrillation on EMG I appreciate your comments and suggestions and agree with most all of them.While I also agree that an EMG is not warranted in a majority of cases, good luck going to a University hospital or the Mayo Clinic and not have one ordered IF you are able to show fasciculations visibly on the clinical exam. That is pretty much standard operating procedure if fascics are visible during clinical, specifically in the upper extremities. I was curious as to your fascicualtion presentation and if your fascics were confined to mostly lower body fascics? Were you able to show your fasciculations visibly in any upper extremities during your clinical evaluation? Thanks again for your opinions on BFS and sharing the positive outlook with other members!-G
 
Thanks for the compliments everyone, but I'd almost prefer not to have this as a "sticky." I'm happy to provide my own experience and perspective (and obviously have this as a post in the support group for people to read), but I do have to be a bit cautious about giving out 'medical advice' on a public platform (again, that whole 'medico-legal' thing I referred too in the previous post still unfortunately applies to me as well). Please, see and make decisions together with your own medical professional that are best suited for your own care :)
 
Too late futureGP, I already spoke with your malpractice insurance carrier and due to your posting your premiums just increased 23% in the first year. :)
 
Hi FF DocJust had to log in to applaud you for such a wonderful, reassuring post. I've had BFS for almost ten months now and have gone through all the anxieties and feelings of impending doom that most others on this board no doubt have suffered at one stage or another. Initially, i started with twitching in my calves, which spread to thighs, buttocks and other odd places. My twitches have never gone away but I have good and bad days now. On good days I only feel them when I'm resting and they tend to improve when moving. On bad days I start to feel that my symptoms are getting worse and I then search for reassurance but often find more things to worry me. However, your post has helped me so much today (a bad day for me with regards to my symptoms) and instantly my twitching eased and my mind calmed. The mind/body connection is so clearly a big issue with regards to BFSThank you many times over for making my day I'm sure you will be a great GP. Incidentally, a close relative of mine is a GP in Canada....in Fonthill, OntarioBest wishesSquidge
 
Thank you for an insider's perspective. I am now approaching 19 years since my fasciculations and limb fatigue began. I have also obsessed over a thinner left calf and "weakness" in my left arm and leg...I have never had an EMG and do not intend to get one. I'll tell you what I DO have: fibromyalgia, EBV, SFN (due to glucose intolerance of which I was unaware until recently) and severe anxiety disorder (prayer and benzos). I went through a dreadful anxiety relapse last year and begged for an EMG but my doctors saw no reason to refer me. I also have C5-6 stenosis / foraminal narrowing blah blah blah.I guess my point is that if you have burning, tingling, numbness be sure to speak with your doc about small fiber neuropathy (which is manageable). This August makes 19 years of twitching -- perhaps I'll buy myself something nice. Best :)
 

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