hCapitalize
Well-known member
Now really, I should know better, how long has it been since I first came here? Nearly 3 years, and am I dead yet? Well I don't think so, unless I have a ghost writer working for me, those fingers are still tapping the keyboard.Yes and I gave up all that silly strength testing, and looking in the mirror at my tongue. my balance problem is on the wane at the moment, and all sorts of other stuff doesn't bother me anymore. Yet! ....I have just recently joined a gym, It's a long time since I did anything with weights, and whilst I am satisfied that some muscles are fine, (though hardly in the Schwarzenegger category) it is when using the chest press machine that I am as weak as the proverbial kitten. So what happened? Did I just get old, and it does worry me slightly that I am sure I was not that weak when I was regularly using a gym before.Maybe I should just see how it goes and realise that even Arnie has gone to flab now, it is just that this is the insidious way that doubt insinuates itself into your mind when you are anxiety prone, and you think Ok, I can rule out ALS but you know that is not the only bogey.I was shocked and not a little upset to discover that I couldn't push as much weight as I thought I (and the trainer) thought I would be capable of.Still only time will tell.