20 Months of Chronic Symptoms

TheBobinator

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I'm 20 months in and still fighting this. Physically I still have symptoms daily. The twitching is just annoying, but the stiffness, cramping, fatigue really wear on me. Mentally I'm better but still have my days. The last couple of weeks my elbow has been locking up when I bend my arm and it makes a painful snapping noise when I straighten it. Seems to have reignited my old fears again, but I'm trying not to fall into the usual traps.
 
I really hear you on this; the twitching doesn't bother me much at all. It's the muscle/joint pain and the muscle fatigue that is disrupting my life. Is the fatigue stopping you from doing anything? Does it go up and down for you? good periods and bad? Have you noticed any correlating activities or foods; any patterns at all?
 
It is hard to say how things will (or won't) change over time. I have had this for over two years and the stiffness has not gotten any better at all. My left elbow still gives me a lot of trouble although better after getting a shot of cortisone. The cramps have eased up a bit, however. I have no idea why as I have not changed a darn thing. I am grateful that I am no longer waking up several times a night with cramping here or there. I still get the cramps, as well as the "pre-cramps" often, but time has been on my side to some extent in that way. My twitching has gone down as well, but I try very hard to not let work or my home life stress me out too much. There are plenty of things going on in both arenas that cause me stress, but I am working hard to emotionally and mentally manage all that. It is hard and at first I tried to remind myself that our soldiers in prison during times of war, like the Vietnam War, had to have strong mental discipline to take them through their dark days. What we are going through, in my opinion, pales in comparison. If they managed to dig down deep and keep it together, we should be able to. That was thought that kept me going......
 
I guess for me the fatigue feels slowly progressive, but it's really hard to say specifically because I try hard not to pay too much attention to it.
 

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