Hi everyone I want to wish all of you a very happy holiday weekend. We who have been suffering with this mind and happiness draining doubt need some time off. I am personally taking this time off perminately (sorry about my spelling, this board could use a spell check for me) I and many of you have had countless doctor appointments as well as emg and blood testing. I have made a pact with myself to stop this fear and doubt and i hope you all will to. The truth is a doctor has experiance and knowledge. They are not going to tell us we are well if we are not. I use to think maybe think i'm so nice and scared and feel bad for me so they dont want to cause me undue stress. But this is a load of bull. They are telling me i'm well because i just am and they know it. You are getting the same treatment too. If a nero tells you that you dont have als and somethimes many neros. Then you dont period. Who am i to doubt them. I'm sure its pretty hard to miss. Even if it is suspected they will ask you for additonal testing. But if it isnt suspected they know what they say. So listen. My neros told me you dont have it. I say how do you know and they say believe me you just dont. Not too much detail but a definately (NO) So thats is going to be fine with me from know on. Yes I am twitching. But the doctors are not impressed or concerned. Lots of people twitch (they all have said that) Twitching in inself without weakness can not be als period. Its just a weird phenomenon (whew) that word was hard for me. Even though it may annoy us lets just be happy its not something terrible like cancer or als. (I'll take two of the twitches please, Instead) So lets all continue to support each other you have been to the doctors and those waiting to go to them. It is human to doubt and have bad days. But realalty has to hit and we must enjoy each day that we are given. Not live with paralizing fear, when we dont have to. God Bless America and all of you
Chris [/b]
Chris [/b]