SuffolkBunny
Active member
Hi everyone,
I havent been on this forum in a long while, but I am really thankful to be feeling so differant from the way I did this time last year when I just started twitching out of the blue and foolishly googled "why am I twitching?".
Basicaly I then started twitching constantly, was a total reck, I believed I was certainly dying. I couldnt eat,sleep,work,be with friends or family and I even planned at what point in the disease I would comitt suicide (before it was too late for me to be able to do so myself
). My poor family were worried sick. My wonderful husband tested and re tested my reflexes for me to try and reassure 
.
It all sounds crazy now, but I will NEVER forget how much this fear gripped me and how utterly hopless and scared I felt. This carried on for 9 months, My anxiety levels gradualy came down as i gradually realised I was ok, and my twitching, vibrating, tingaling lessened with it and has become barely noticeable to me now.
Ive never been told I had BFS, maybe all I had was bad anxiety, I dont know. I just want to say thanks to the guys on here that helped me through this answering questions and reassuring me (particularly Suzie,17Wildcat17, and Basso)
) .
I havent been on this forum in a long while, but I am really thankful to be feeling so differant from the way I did this time last year when I just started twitching out of the blue and foolishly googled "why am I twitching?".
Basicaly I then started twitching constantly, was a total reck, I believed I was certainly dying. I couldnt eat,sleep,work,be with friends or family and I even planned at what point in the disease I would comitt suicide (before it was too late for me to be able to do so myself
). My poor family were worried sick. My wonderful husband tested and re tested my reflexes for me to try and reassure .It all sounds crazy now, but I will NEVER forget how much this fear gripped me and how utterly hopless and scared I felt. This carried on for 9 months, My anxiety levels gradualy came down as i gradually realised I was ok, and my twitching, vibrating, tingaling lessened with it and has become barely noticeable to me now.
Ive never been told I had BFS, maybe all I had was bad anxiety, I dont know. I just want to say thanks to the guys on here that helped me through this answering questions and reassuring me (particularly Suzie,17Wildcat17, and Basso)
) .