RockSolidGuy89
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Haven't been on here for a while.I still twitch. In fact, I am twitching more often than is my norm these past few weeks. There is one twitch that is beside my left eye that is quite persistent. A few months ago I started getting sudden but short-lived pains in my hands and feet, they kind of went away for while but I am getting some hand pains today again. Not exactly a cramp, my hand doesn't seize up and the pain isn't intense, just a sudden sharp pain for a few seconds, it comes and goes - anyone get these?that's about it really, I could list 100 symptoms here that I have had, that I thought were weird and ominous and then gradually faded away. The funny thing is when I am busy or occupied the symptoma either disappear or carry zero impact.I have been twitching for so long now, over half my life, that I really should let go of the fear, but there is still sometimes tiny little doubts at the back of my mind when I get a new twitch somewhere or new symptom. But Iam fairly sure this is health anxiety/OCD and that's what needs to be treated.I don't really have an urgent need to discover what causes BFS, I had it for many many years without giving it a second thought, a few twitches here and there, so what?Only after googling did my terror start and it also made me more aware of my symptoms, more aware of my body, more obsessed about everything and generally pretty miserable. I think I am through the worst of it though, the physical symptoms of BFS, for me at least, are rarely too troublesome. It's the mental side of things we have to deal with, and for me that has proven to be a tougher challenge. Keeping busy, realising that symptoms in deadly diseases don't come and go and retraining your mind so that it opts out of the vicious cycle are most effective in my case