Congratulations, you got 15 posts. Feel better? Not really, do you. Well, the prayer made you feel better, and that's great, but all the posts of "there, there" are really just enabling you to stay stuck. You thought I was being sarcastic, and I was, but I'm just not buying into your negative spin on thing. Your reaching out with prayer is the first positive thing I've read from you. You already know it's bfs and if you need to keep getting people to rally around you for every little twitch then it's time to kick your own ass. You want to feel better, don't you? You see, I don't care if you like me, or not. I'm an anonymous person on the net, and so I'm no one in the scheme of your life, and you're no one in mine. But, that doesn't mean I can't recognize more a pattern of wanting attention than really wanting help. You hardly respond at all to honest to goodness help. You probably aren't sure how to respond, because it goes against your mandate of feeling sorry for yourself.Yeah, whatever, I'm a bast-ard, but I've seen a few hundred "NervousnessNoMore" on here. It doesn't mean I don't believe in you, I do, otherwise I wouldn't have bothered posting to you before. But, I can now see you aren't one of those people who needs cajoling, or a gentle touch, you need to get your game on; find your mojo, again. Do you want to rock in this life or suck, the way you describe yourself? Your choice.Basso