Hi all:I'm 37 and in good health - I think.
I've had twitches as long as I can remember - ever since I was a kid at least. They never bothered me as they were always just local "hot spots," appeared almost anywhere and always resolved in a day or so. I had them often enough to be quite familiar with them but not so often that they were bothersome. I'd been having some symptoms of dizziness and tingling fingers/toes around Christmas and like an idiot I started searching the net. I don't know how, but I stumbled across an *** website and when I saw the "fasciculations" mentioned, I completely freaked out. I honestly can't say that I had them, or if I did, that I noticed them, before I read this website, (which makes me think some of it at least is in my head), but since then I've been a total twitching wreck. Twitches everywhere - almost continuously, maybe slightly concentrated in right leg/foot. Since then I've been on a weakness high alert - checking myself multiple times daily, which at least has led to sore muscles and probably more twitching. I'm absolutely terrified of *** - I've so convinced myself that I have it, I haven't been able to eat or have a normal conversation with my husband b/c I'm so distracted and upset. I was near hysterics yesterday b/c my right hand felt weak and I was having a hard time writing. I think now, though, that both my thumbs are sore and tired b/c I've been "testing" them so much. My hand felt better today - I was able to write normally at least - though the thumbs are still sore.
I saw my GP today and she gave me a basic neuro exam and said she has "almost no concern" that it's ***. (I could have done without the "almost.") She thinks there are a number of benign conditions going on, including high anxiety, lack of sleep (I've got a baby who's decided sleep is no longer fun for her), benign vertigo (I was diagnosed with it 10 years ago), dehydration, poor diet, and nerve compression. She also thinks the fact that I'm nursing on top of that is taxing on the body. My ring and pinkie on my right hand get numb and tingly often, and I have woken up many times (including 2 nights ago) with terrible shoulder pain and numbness in those two fingers from sleeping on my arm the wrong way. She took blood and is doing a CBC, B12 level and metabolic panel. She says the twitching, since I've always had it, could be worse with anxiety but she is curious about the B12. Even as I write this, I'm feeling weak all over somehow. I think - HOPE - that mostly it's anxiety. I am the first to admit that I am a hypochondriac and that I can be very creative with my fears, however the fact that any "twitching" search on the net seems to pull up *** totally terrifies me. MY GP didn't send me to a neuro yet - she didn't seem very concerned that it was serious, but told me to contact her if symptoms persist/get worse.Well, I'm very sorry the long rambling post. Can anyone ease my mind - without telling me to rush out to the neuro for an EMG?
Thanks much -Joanne


