and guys, I'm sure and I'm sorry if I've overstayed my welcoem at this point. Or if some VETERANS are like, "why can't this kid understand that he is ok!" But, I don't. I can't understand. My throat has been twitching. It feels soft, sore. My tongue vibrates all day, or, worse, will create some kind of small saliva bubble, like a twitch is happening on the tongue or under it and a bubble is produced. It often feels as if my tongue is stuck in the back of my throat. I stumbled over my words all holiday weekend, embarassed to talk in front of my own loving family. I bit my tongue once during Thanksgiving dinner. I'm having trouble swallowing. I'm VERY VERY SCARED.

Then, I re-visited the 'Why You Don't Have ALS part 2" thread...and it provided some relief. Like, and I'm summarizing here, "Twitches are happening, in ALS, after muscles have wasted away, so at that point, one would have noticed loss of use in muscles, etc. etc." So, basically, twitching is never first, never before one would have already known the worse. And I got to thinking, maybe I am OK! I've only ever had twitching, hot spots, and some soreness. But then I became unsure again. The mouth stuff isn't really defined in that great thread. That all seems different. All of those symptoms seem much more severe. Again, like right now, my tongue....It seems as if it is dying in my mouth. Stuck in my throat. I'm having trouble speaking with ease. And it leaves me again, at a loss. Scared when perhaps I shouldn't be. But, the more I think about it, the more scared I become. Why is this stuff happening to me. I'm losing it. I was also wondering how to use this Chat Room. I hope I can make it to XMAS. I'd love that.-RyanAnd please, Veterans, I need help. Although, You've all done more than I could have ever expected. Helped me through some very scary times. The beginning of my journey through all of this about 1 1/2 years ago, you all saved my life. If my life continues as I hope it will (which will see me become pretty successful) I plan on personally paying all of you great people back, in one way or another. But this stuff, this mouth stuff, I don't know. And, I also understand if you are all through with me....Like I said. I hope you aren't and I apologize for how often I've posted over the past Year and 1/2. :crying: