Tasked with Normalcy: My Pathetic Reality

[GrizzlyLeader]

Yesterday, after I sat down in the recliner, after a few minutes, I noticed that I did not have a single twitch, buzzing sensation, nothing. I thought to myself, hey, this isnt normal. How pathetic that I have now gotten to the point that this crap is considered the norm. Of course, once I started paying attention, they seemed to start again. I always have something moving or twitching or buzing ect... like I do right now. I must admit, it was nice not to have the ever present negative thoughts thats always in the back of my mind, if only for a few minutes.

 

[EyeoftheWild]

Not pathetic at all. What you experienced is the normal state of bfs. The beginning is the abnormal phase, the phase when a bunch of weird shyt happens to your body, stuff you never knew it could do; and you start to deal with that. But, now you've graduated to the normal state, and rather quickly, I might add. Congratulation, chief. You won't need those meds, now, and most of your future posts will be to help others see that bfs isn't a big deal. It's also a good time to change how you view things, but I suspect you've done that already, even if you don't know it yet.Basso

 

[PrickLedPin]

yep ... the norm ... be a "crap" for the rest of your life.---I have Tinnitus for ... many many years ... and it's the same pattern. Sometime i think "would it be nice to ear this bird singing without having that "stupid" "chhhhhhhhhhh" noise alway there in the background".