Hi Akimbo,
Sorry that you are having all the misery that comes with BFS.
I know how you feel. That is the thing about this community...there is that saftey in numbers thing going on. SO many of us can probably tell you better than you can explain it yourself ..your symptoms, and describe the exact stressyou are going through.
You did all the right things, went to the neuro..ruled out all the nasties...and now you are left to deal with it.
Last year at this time, I could barely type on the computer, my fingers felt so stiff. I remember trying to roll dough at Thanksgiving to make pies thinking my days were numbered because my arms were so weak I could barely do it.
Cannot tell you what happened, but little by little I accepted it, and then the symptoms began to wane somewhat. I STOPPED twitching hadn't had one twitch for over a month. A week or so ago, I got a bunch of mosquito bites...began twitching again. Well, I had a little relapse, I got scared, I got annoyed, and then I got real. I told myself that this has been going on for too long for it to be anything else. It would not come and go, and I felt better. Then I read a story regarding lung cancer and twitching...and my mind was off and running again, then I followed the same procedure as above. I also pm'd and confided in someone...and they helped to set me straight.
I am telling you all this because you sound so much like me in the beginning. I wish that I could help you stop right now, and feel better, and I guess I can if you believe me....oh and I so hope that you believe me...I am telling you the truth. You will be well, you are well...it is bfs. the weakness and the pain will get better.
ristinaL91