Kawaiitchi
Member
Hi Everyone,I joined around Christmas time when my left thumb twitched non stop for three days straight and pretty much ruined my Holiday. I've been good since then, feeling very positive with a low anxiety level, exercising a lot, but this week my mother has been in the Hospital with complications resulting from Joint Replacement surgery.Last night, driving home from seeing her - the right thumb started. I looked down in the car and actually muttered aloud "oh no... don't you dare." But the twitching increased and increased and now today it's the same constant vibration I had on the right two months ago.I know it's because of stress, obviously I'm stressed right now. But my mind will not stop whispering "Parkinsons... you have Parkinsons" over and over and over again. I can't think about / concentrate on or do anything but stare at my thumb as it twitches back and forth - back and forth over and over and over. I can't sleep because I feel it the whole time. And I can't stop crying. I know it stopped last time, but I'm utterly convinced that this time this is it - I'll have to live with it constantly moving for the rest of my life, however long that lasts.I really need some support right now. I'm in a really bad space.