Struggling with Anxiety over ALS

[InkedMama]

I am sooo up and down with all this. I apologize for my freaking out thread but I am sooo sick of hearing about ALS stuff on here. I know were all scared out of our minds.Here I am at 11 months wondering if I should go BACK to a neurologist and have ANOTHER EMG. I have been widespread fasciculating with NO SIGNS OF WEAKNESS or ATROPHY that I am aware of. After reading all these anxiety filled posts I feel like I am at route number 1 again and I need to go surfing neuro's and do another EMG. I had been doing SO fine until this stressful time lately and my symptoms have FLARED. Actually today I have had some rest and yesterday it hasnt been so bad. I get the random hit n runs that I have a hard time pointing out to people. Sure I can see them but they happen so quick.My neuro did the EMG and assured me 110% I did NOT have ALS . I even posted my EMG on here *the report* and it look great and it said "NO EVIDENCE OF ANY NMD"....Right now I am just in such limbo and tired of this. I want where I was a few months ago when I wasnt doing this BFS searching all the time again. I apologize for my schizophrenia remarks on here and goodbyes and hello's I just dont know what to do...Arrrgghhh..11months into this??? do I start over and go to another neuro..what do I do??????People whom have seen neuro's and believe them esp als specs help me out here PLEASE.Lovely

 

[TompeteA]

Lovely, only you know truely how you feel, but if you are starting to have doubts again, maybe seeing a neuro one more time even just for a clinical exam is not a bad idea, if it is what it takes to getting you going in a positive direction, I would do it.