Melloweighty2
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I'm writing you cause i'm trying to find help in this international website describe in the perfect way our sindrome.Wich is really a pain in the ass and reduce a lot our life quality.Fasciculations is as i think for most of you the last of our problem.The most important is stiffness,generalized pain,easy faticability,mental confusion memory problem,frequent paresthesias and a constant tension feeling irritability mixed with anxiety and depression.I don't know if anxiety can cause all this problems but for sure any kind of emotional stress tend to increase the symptomsI suffer this syndrome from 12 years and now i'm 30 years old.Before i was scared to have a very bad disease wich would conduct me for sure on the wheelchair.Now i know is not like this.By the way how i suffer is really difficult to explaine cause sometime is something unbelivable beeing at the point i would like to kill my self to quitesuffering...I'm 100% sure the disease is in our brain.Is neurological and start in our central nervous system.No doubt.But why my nervous system is in this f u cking conditions i have no idea.Antidepressive drugs in the past help me fighting the syntoms in the same way of having the less stressful life as possible,rest love of peoples make things easier.But is not always possible and just few stress can dramaticatly increase synthoms.In this case a simple travel to asia with jetlag litteraly destroy me.I'm sure i have some f u cking problem with neurotrasmission a chemical problem in my brain.And i hope research would do something for us cause we are suffering too much.I would like to be included in a trial for Bfs research.Who is the best neurologist in the world for our disease? I would like to contact him...And if is just anxiety i can bet my car in our case this anxiety come from a neurochimical disease.So calling it anxiety or bfs for us doesn't change so much.The only thing is i would like to find something make me feel better in the long term wich can cure our brain disease nothing more...Thank you!Eddy