I went to an internist who did loads of bloodwork. She tested me for lupus and said it was slightly abnormal. She wasn't going to re-check it because it was normal in March. But she decided to anyways and did more specific tests. One test that came back positive was for Scleroderma. I didn't even know what it was but now I know so much about it thanks to the internet and I am absolutely terrified.The internist was shocked. I don't seem to have any symptoms whatsoever. She re-checked it again to make sure it wasn't a false positive. I get the results back at the end of the week or next week. I also read that you can have antibodies for it and not have the disease. I am praying that this is the case for me as it is a horrible chronic disease. Anyways, she didn't think the twitching, numbness or cramping were related to scleroderma (if I have it). Right now I am so scared that I have this and that I won't be around for my kids. Please pray for me. I am terrified.