Ok see Even I can RELAPSE. Here I was having posting GREAT POSITIVE posts when today I became so overwhelmed with stuff. Not even that my twitching has been bad today b/c it has not...but now its like I've noticed "other things". First of all about 3-4 weeks ago I was doing SOOOO MANY SELF TESTS...I was lifting my body out of chairs using either no arms, or one arm, being it either right or left...Well apparently during that self testing...I hurt my rotator cuff / left shoulder etc. I know what a idiot. 6 months pregnant at the time, walking around on heels and toes, doing push ups, lifing out of chairs w/ no hands and or raising up using one arm or another...AND getting off the floor using NO HANDS. No wonder Im sore. But today I have overwhelming thought THAT my left shoulder hurting is the beginning of weakness and atrophy. Though it looks nothing like its wasting. My GP JUST tested my upper body strength when I Went to him about all this and I was fine. So why is this consuming me today?? Because I took a rainy day and decided to be Dr.DEE and look on the net. In my HEAD I know that I had this a year and some months ago and it went away- twitching head to toe at random times etc. THEN IT WENT AWAY- only to come back 3 months ago and here am I KNOWING I've had it TO LONG to be anything sinister, BUT DANG IT why today am I convinced its else wise and those twitches had nothing to do w/ these and that THIS IS THE BEGINNING. Another thing I battle with is CLINICAL WEAKNESS. I say to myself, HOW would I know. Sure sometimes my left arms feels "weak"...or "shakey", but I can do everything I always have been able to do and I think b/c my shoulder hurts I tune in to it more right now.Here I was with all the great positive answers this week for people and the past week and today I dont even FEEEEEL like myself. In the lingering back of my head I say "but I havent been to a neuro" , but.....my docs promise me there is absolutely NO REASON TO GO through those emg's nad testing when I have nothing other than "twitching" Well ATLEAST to them I dont. I guess if I could see the twitching to know what it looked like I'd feel better..but I can hardly EVER catch mine, THEY POP ONCE and GONE. (very hard to catch) Anyhow, Im reaching here and I thank those who have responded to me in PM. I took my klonapin and I should be BACK to normal asap lol I pray. For everyone else YALL ARE OK and SO AM I. The disease I am battling is in my HEAD...