nataliarae
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Hi, I am a 31 year old male who first noticed a few random twitches back in early December 2011. They were there only for a few hours in the morning time for about 3-4 days. I felt some random ones in my stomach, legs, calves, foot, etc. Like I said, it wasn't very long and seemed to go away after a few days. I just wrote it off as being funny and weird body sensations and they went away. Over the next month, I did not notice anything really.Fast forward to about a week ago. I was/still am in the midst of trying to get over a sinus infection that has/had moved to my throat as well. I had a visit with my general practitioner who gave me a course of antibiotics and also showed him a lump that was concerning to me but he said it was nothing. Of course this lump set me off in fear of different cancers (leukemia, lymphoma, etc), especially since I had a sinus infection back in Nov 2011 (since recurrent infection can be a symptom). I am also in the midst of a good workout routine running everyday to try and get a decent amount of weight off and back into better shape.Starting about last Tuesday (so 1 week ago), thats when the twitches started up again. However, this time, I still do get them all over, but primarily on the left side of my body. I feel them in the feet, calves, knees primarily. I went through the whole ALS scare last week and I got over that quickly realizing that I didn't have truly clinical weakness or any muscle atrophy.However, the fear of young-onset Parkinson's disease is what has my in its grips now, mainly due to the fact that the worst place I get the twitches now are my left index finger.My left index finger pretty much twitches constantly, especially when it is at rest. It twitches to the right, goes back, and then will do it again a second or so later, then stop for a few seconds, then do it again. It pretty much will do this all day. Now during this time I do feel random twitches throughout my body, but like I said, they aren't as concerning to me as this finger twitch. I know a lot of people on here said they have a constant finger twitch as one of their BFS symptoms, but I just want some reassurance. I do not think the finger is a tremor, as it is not constantly moving. It twitches to the side, goes back to normal position, and does this again. Over and over, all day now for the past 5-6 days, pretty much all day and night. Also, when standing and with my hand at my side, it will continue to do this same exact thing over and over. I do not notice twitching in my hand area itself, just mainly the finger.I do have some left shoulder pain and I feel tight in the shoulder and arm area in general. I know the shoulder pain/tightness is real, just not sure how much of the weakness/tightness of the foremarm/wrist/fingers there are. Please alleviate my fears and tell me that this sounds like it could be BFS and not Parkinsons? I know most on here worry about ALS, but I am over that fear, but Parkinsons' is what I am freaking out about currently. Since I am currently really analyzing my fingers, I now think my left thumb is also starting to vibrate a little and my whole hand seems really shaky and jittery, and my body is now starting to shake all over. UGHHHH> This is getting so overwhelming mentally. I am having a tough time getting stuff done at work due to this worrying. I feel like I need xanax to get by. I have a lovely wife and 18-month old little girl at home, so it just makes me even more nervous thinking about all this crap.I do have a visit with a neurologist scheduled in 2 days on this Thursday. I am quite fearful but also really wanting to get to the visit so I can have my thoughts and whats going on with me checked out by a professional. All of you long time BFSers, please let me know what is going on! Thanks so much!