renate1989yreanne198
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Hi all,I have been perusing this forum for some time before taking the time to dive into describing my symptoms. On the ALS forum, patients have ruled out my symptoms as ALS, and I know anxiety can make us believe otherwise, buy my progression/ development of symptoms suggests it could be this disease.I will mention what first alerted me to something perhaps not being quite right...Since April, with living in Beijing, it gets very hot. So naturally this is flip flop/ sandal weather. Here I have very large feet so used to wear these crazy large shower flip flops everywhere for 4 months, and would regularly trip over in them. I put this down to bad footwear as tripping has not happened like that since.At this time I started to develop occasional aches and pains in my legs- again I put this down to strain from the footwear. But I would also get this aching in my arms, wrists and hands too and still do.However, over July/August, I suffered from occasional cramping in my left leg- I can certainly recall 2 occasions. One I put down to doing excessive amounts of walking in said crappy flip flops and the second was in bed at night after traveling home to the UK on vacation so perhaps down to fatigue after travel. Who can be sure...HOWEVER, fast forward to one month ago. Obviously the ALS ice bucket challenge is everywhere, even here in China. I was reminded of my tripping, and then saw twitching was a symptom, so in bed one night I couldn't stop fixating on my left left calf twitching/ jerking repeatedly and my right shoulder blade twitching. I was then so freaked I sat up worrying about this.The following day and every since, it has felt like my calves, especially the left one, has been buzzing and twitching. I get the random twitches all over- feet, claves, thighs, buttocks, abdomen, shoulder, arms and hands. But they are infrequent throughout the day and move around. The left calf however is absolutely 24/7. During the day when I'm walking around I won't notice it so much, but when im sitting down, I can either feel throbbing twitches or at night have real trouble sleeping because it "vibrates". Therefore, I constantly toss and turn and find it hard to sleep. In fact, I often wake up because it feels sore now. And I just experienced a really painful cramp in that calf which woke me and again this has me spooked about ALS.This leg has been hurting for a number of days, with my knee joint, ankle and top of my foot feeling sore. I had hoped this was down to doing some general exercise and strength tests on this leg such as attempting to balance on my toes and on that individual foot etc. However, the doctor did agree with me when I worriedly pointed out that the knee on this left leg and the calf is a little smaller than the right- but he said my reflexes and response to strength tests were fine and did not use the word "atrophy"...I know my left leg is not my dominant one, and the calf muscle has a history of being tight- such as when squatting, I cannot do a deep single leg squat on it like my right, and when squatting in general I have to force my left heel so stay on the floor- so I'm hoping recent physical exertion suggested by the doc to tire the muscles and my strength testing is what has caused it to cramp/ ache the past number of days and not ALS. I also hope it has always been a little smaller than the right and my hyperawareness of it, and the pain in it, is what has drawn my attention to asymmetrical differences.I think I wouldn't be so worried if all the twitching felt the same- with random sporadic twitches all over. It's just that it started a month ago in this calf and has stayed there ever since with this vibrating feeling at night, and now pain with cramping.I have had a lumbar MRI which was clear and have an EMG scheduled in a week. I am desperately hopeful that it comes back clear which my doctors think it will, but this recent progression of some twitching, to constant vibrating, to pain, to cramping is scaring me that it is limb onset. However, my feet are both fine, and I would have suspected atrophy to show there first rather than a knee or calf, or to have shown some form of foot drop if I am having ALS related cramping ????Whilst it hurts, I can still run/ walk at my usual fast speed, hop on one foot, stand on tip toe [on both feet I wobble around doing this but can do it] skip etc. I know the typical feature of ALS is to show weakness first, but with being a young 25 year old female, if I get the disease I wouldn't follow the typical pattern anyway...so I feel I am simply waiting for weakness to appear as it has only been a month of 24/7 twitching in this leg for me.Any advice would be so gratefully appreciated, as I haven't really seen any posts similar to this on here. Thank you.