Hello,As a new member, I'd really like to tell my story and hope to receive some thoughtful feedback on what is going on in my life. I will apologize for the fact that my story may take a little while to tell, but it really is important to not miss too much so you can understand what I'm going through. By the way, I'm a 30 yr old white male...about 5'8, 180 lbs...weightlifter (not body builder), fairly athletic guy, with 2 beautiful kids and wife.A little less than 3 yrs ago I "out of the blue" started getting tingling hands...both hands. After a few weeks, I started getting fasciculations. I don't recall where they started but I was getting them in my legs, arms, abs, feet, tongue, and other places. After about 3 months of these symptoms, I went to see a neurologist. They did an autonomic test, emg (lower ext focused), mri of the brain, blood wook, etc. Everything was normal.I continued to suffer with these symptoms and noticed a few others. Mild crampy-type feelings in hands and buzzing feelings. I just tried to ignore them. After about a year, I revisted the neuro and my exam was normal...he said to try not to worry. However, after about 2 years I seemed to develop some additional aches. My calves were hurting me and and I was getting odd sensations in my body. For the last year or so, I would feel like my arms were a little shakier when I lift weights in some movements...like bench press. My triceps seems to tremor more but my strength was decent. So I wanted to follow up with my neuro but he was unavailable...I saw a different neuro. She ordered more blood work, mri of spine, and lumbar puncture- everything was normal. I started to wonder if maybe I had a benign syndrome or was it something more serious...they never really told me.A fews days after my lumbar puncture (late Oct '07), I began a very stressful period in my life. I'm in medical sales and had a work exposure to blood. I didn't handle the situation correctly (long story-my fault I suppose). I became really stressed that I could have picked something up from this exposure. About week later, I got sick with a sore throat. Of course, I worried myself sick. Yes it was Nov and the beginning of the sick season but it was odd coicidence. I thought I was getting over it and got sick again...sore throat and drainage...itchy ears, then I developed another sickness with green drainage, etc. I felt like I was sick for 6 wks or so...very odd. My doc thought the last illness may have been an infection. My mind was racing and during this time (about 1-2 wks after exposure) I developed dry mouth. I wasn't sure of the cause...stress, virus, what? I started getting tested for infectious disease (HIV, HEP C)...neg at this time. Then my kids and wife got sick in Feb and I picked up the cold too. Well, all of sudden I developed dry eyes. My mouth was still dry too. After this virus, I experienced a couple incidence of ithcy ears and mild sore throat and wasn't sure of the cause. My muscles were aching me more than usual as well...stiff legs, lower back tightness, aching, sharp pains in calves but don't remember hurting them, hands hurt, etc. I just haven't felt right since the winter...not necessarily sick but just feel like something happened to me. After 6 mos from exposure, I was tested for HIV, Hep C, and HTLV- all neg. I hope this is conclusive but I still worry at times because I was sick a lot and it just worries me.Now because I developed some dry eyes and mouth, I saw a rheumatologist. I have been tested for a lot of different autoimmune disease- all neg at this time. However, my CPK (muscle enzyme)was very mildly elevated. I am a weight lifter and I figured this enzyme was up a little from lifting. They repeated it but I didn't stop lifting and it was elevated again. Finally I took a week off of exercise and it was a little higher...maybe in the mid-300's...normal is less than 200. I was pushing on my calf pretty hard a couple days before the test because they were aching me and my doc wasn't sure if this effected the test. He decided to order it one more time and asked me to get an EMG. Well, my CPK came back down to normal which is fine news but now my EMG is showing abnormalities.The Nerve Conduction is normal. The needle portion should a mixture of normal, short duration (maybe even low amplitude), and polyphasic Motor Action Potentials in 4 muscles of the 10 that were tested (triceps, peroneus longus-calf, supraspinatus-back, and gluteus medius-butt). The Phys Med and Rehab doc said it was mild but this is suggestive of a myopathy (muscle disease). I guess I need a muscle biopsy to see if there is anything wrong.My rheum isn't convinced that i have anything wrong with my muscles because my strength is fine and my CPK is now normal. I suppose there are some muscle diseases can me metabolic, inflammatory, etc. The CPK doesn't have to be abnormal but is fairly often. I do still feel odd sensations in my body after working out-tremoring/buzzing, shakier at time in some movts, fasciculations, aches, pains in calves, stiffness, etc. I also experience tightness in my throat ...GERD, stress, realted to muscle problems, not sure??? Some of these symptoms seem like BFS but now I have an abnormal EMG. I wonder if being a weight lifter can cause changes in an EMG but the doc that did it said no. Could these be benign findings...I've been told it is possible but clearly it isn't normal. I am really scared that I may have a muscle disease and I could have something else to because of my dry eyes and mouth. Heck, i still worry about my exposure from months ago. I feel like I'm falling apart and I'm only 30. My wife stays home w/our kids and I just want to be able to care for everyone and be an active person...hopefully live to be old w' grandkids...you know like everyone else. Now I feel like my life isn't going to be the same. Sorry for the book...I know this is really long and annoying. I just need help and support and want you to know my whole story. Yes, I've become a major worrier but it is because I don't feel well. Please give me some honest feedback on all the things I discussed. It will mean a lot. Thank you so much.Regards,