O'h and Emmie, you are not alone, I do self testing several times a day because I am so worried about >>> and I do all kinds of crazy things like walk on my toes, try to get up out of a chair with only one leg, lift chairs with two fingers only, walk up and down the hall walking on my heels and my husband's fav lol standing on one foot on tip toes for 20 seconds which he says he cannot even do! He thinks I am crazy and I really feel like it. I feel like I have been sucked into a deep dark hole and it is so hard to climb out, but I am clawing my way to the top. My toe has been twitching since at least December and then it just started spreading to other areas the last couple of months. I try to remind myself I have no "real" weakness that I can tell, but it is so hard. I shake with some kind of tremor, I have vibrating, buzzing, heavy feelings, cramping, twitching, etc. so hard to believe I am normal with all of that! I just wanted you to know you are not alone with the self testing and the fears!