Looking for Answers - Vibrations & Shaking

[raphaeldragonfire]

Hi Thank goodness I've found this site...Doctors have been dismissive...I have internal vibrations down one half of my body all the time, especially at night, then my whole body shakes and what feels like electrical spasms 'pop' up. My poor partner has been kicked so many times! Sometimes these vibrations are so strong I feel the bed is moving, yet I also have this intense 'heavy' or 'thick weighted' feeling down half my body, sometimes it's hard to move it at all. Seems to focus on my lower calve and ankle at the moment which makes me feel like I want to twist my foot all the time to release the feeling. My hearing sensitivity has increased, chronic headaches. twitches on one side of my face, on eyelid and nose, tingling under the skin...I dont sleep well I'm afraid so have to cat nap al the time to make up for it. Sometimes even eating my mouth feels like half of it works and the other half doesn't. As a result of all this one half of my body is 'normal' and the other totally dysfunctional. I feel split in half, my 'good side' feels light and free, the other heavy and uncomfortable.

My Shiatsu teacher says that I have too much mind energy and not enough earth energy and that's why my body's shaking all the time, me, I had 3 bad episodes of internal shingles accompanied by Bells Palsy on (yeah you guessed) the same side of the body. Reading what's posted here maybe that's got something to do with it. I get really desperate at times ( and angry) Im usually a very chilled out person but a year in, this is getting me down. I hate to admit it but sometimes use cannabis or 'ecstacy', just so I can 'leave' this body for a while and get some relief, I've tried meditation but I cant seem to focus.

I will overcome it, the mental manifests in the physical, just have to try and work out why I'm doing this to myself...
Thanks for being out there. Its great to know I'm not alone SH

 

[MarksmanS]

Have you been to a neurologist? Since your problems are fairly isolated to one side you may have some lesion that is impacting one side of your body. This should be ruled out with mri.

Also, you have suffered many viral attacks and, as a result, it is likely that you could be having a post viral attack which manifests like bfs. I think there are many physical issues to rule out...not sure about the earth energy and such though I will admit to being a believer in the power of the mind to manifest good and bad within the body.

Lay off of the illegal drugs or you might just escape that body permanently...

MarkS

 

[raphaeldragonfire]

Thanks Mark yeah I know you're probably right about the drug thing...I'm in the UK, dont think that BFS is as recognised as it seems to be elswhere..It's 9 years since my last bad viral attack, so these symptoms over the last year have come as a suprise, although I always intuitively felt that the virus was still floating around somewhere in my body. Doctors here always appear overworked, underpaid and stressed themselves. I will try to push for an MRI like you suggest, just to rule out and damage. Thanks for your reply SH

 

[raphaeldragonfire]

Hi went to doctor again. He says it's stress, even thought it's been going on a for a year. Mmm finsd it hard to beieve since I work in a psychiatric crisis team and have to deal with others trying to commit suicide etc. as an everyday event, I'm not given to stress or I couldnt do the job...I told him that THIS was stressing me...anyway no luck so far an no explanation well I guess I just carry on best I can...sh