Hi Nicki,
I hope I didn't offend you with my silliness. Back in the day, I didn't find this particularly funny, either, but now I have to.
What doesn't make you laugh could make you want to cry, right?
Anyway, you're fine, and some-day you will look back on all of this and hopefully find the humor in it as well.
Blessings and peace right back atcha,
Sue