Hi BFShopeful,I am an oldtimer around here....I am not even sure when I joined, I am sure it is posted by my name. I can assure you that there is life after BFS. It drives you nuts at the beginning, once you get all the cr*ap out of your head and realize that it is just BFS.....your life will go on.I hardly ever twitch anymore. I seem to get flare-ups, and for some reason the warmed weather seems to be the worst time for me. Some days I am achy, and some days stiff. There are a whole manner of little annoyances that go with this thing....you get used to them. You don't let them throw you, and you plow through. I think it might be time that allows you to cope, or you just get tired of living with the worry, anxiety, and you get tired of letting BFS control your life. SO, you take it back....a little at a time. Till you notice one day you hardly think about it anymore, and you are living your life quite nicely. In the beginning if you need a bit of therapy, or anti anxiety meds, or anti-depressants to help you, then get them. Whatever it takes.I used to frequent this board for reassurance night and day. Then I made friends and I started coming here because I got so attached to the people I began to care for here, and I also wanted to help others, because this board helped me so much. One by one, we dropped off. Symptoms got less and less, and life was lived more, and more. Soon I was living my life well, and forgot to stop by, it just didn't bother me anymore. I hope that in a few days, weeks, months that you too forget to stop by because you are out living your life, and not at all letting this become the focus of it anymore.And...that being said...one day you will get the urge to stop by in a year or so and tell some "newbie" not to worry because you are doing so great. And also of course to see if any other oldtimer friends of yours are visiting as well, to say hi...and reconnect a bit.Best wishes to you, I know you will be fine.ristinaL91