Hi again:This will be day 4 on the Zoloft for me. My dizziness that I've been struggling with for about 2 weeks straight now seems to be getting a little better - though I'm almost afraid to say that lest it come back with a vengence. The twitching that had subsided to almost nothing is back - though it's not nearly as bad as it was a few weeks ago. I actually wouldn't even notice it really - or be bothered by it - were I not so preoccupied with my health in general lately.I think back to three months ago where my biggest worries were meeting a deadline at work and not getting enough sleep b/c my daughter is teething and I think, "How the hell did I get here?" I know I'm making my symptoms worse with the anxiety, but it's still so hard to sort out what is physical and what is anxiety and do I really have something to be worried about. I didn't think I was anxious until I started having weird physical symptoms. There's my chicken/egg dilemma. I also wonder if my mind is so powerful that it can make me feel this bad, why can't I make my butt firmer, my hair shinier and my nose smaller just by thinking about it?
Doesn't seem fair.I've got about a week and a half until my neuro appt. In the meantime I've got to try to take my mind off of this as much as possible - I never would have imagined it could be so hard. Thanks to everyone for your support. It's truly helped.Joanne
