People can say just random things to you about yourself and instead of just being like "yeah ok , I know" you totally FREAK OUT. For instance, I was on the phone with my mom its about 10:00a.m. @ the time and yeah I've always had sinus problems not to mention before I became a nurse I bartended and was around tons of smoke...but she said "you always sound so hoarse or raspy on the phone"! I FLIPPED Out I was like "MOM, why do you say that, what do you mean, you've always said that havent you???" she said yeah you've sounded that way for years now. I felt the drainage in my throat and cleared it and she said its always more over the phone then in person though (HELL then mom maybe its your wireless carrier). I said please dont give me any more things to worry about- My God. She blew me off ofcourse and said STOP BEING A HYPOCHONDRIAC you've always had allergies etc.I mean a typical person would have just blown through that conversation like whatever....THEN, once my ex husband was rubbing my arms after I worked out and said "What in the heck you have a knot in your muscle", OMG I flipped I ran to the mirror I was like its a knot not atrophy right- Heck I knew about that knot before I found it years ago but it wasn't til HE FELT IT that I flipped out. 
Sooooooo anxiety ridden and hypervigilent.I just had a baby 4 months ago and the ONLY place I gained was my belly..So naturally people think "your so skinny and in shape just work on your abs"..I think omg, I have atrophy and Im losing tone..I never THANK THEM! TO me this is soooo anxiety and somatization. I'll admit it, Im a freak of nature. I will prob be the one person that gets hit by a meteor.Last night my friend got a phone call that his friend had been killed by a train from fishing on a train track and didnt get out of the way of the train before it struck him so as he was jumping OFF the tressel it hit him and knocked him to the cory. Ok...99.9% dying from any given thing any day is the statistics I think that proves it and Im gonna stick with that scenario for awhile..lolP.S dont go fishing on train tracks 
Sorry Im in a fab fab mood day..Ive started taking 1,000mg of magnesium and 1,000 of XR b12. I also have started kick boxing and tomorrow I start 15 min ab classes wooohooo.....Have a good day all off to play mommy clean the house then get my work out on! Lovely 
(Im about to submit to change my name to since Im not so pregnant anymore, just happy..it should have been pregnant n miserable at the time but I was trying to make the best of it situation) 
Sooooooo anxiety ridden and hypervigilent.I just had a baby 4 months ago and the ONLY place I gained was my belly..So naturally people think "your so skinny and in shape just work on your abs"..I think omg, I have atrophy and Im losing tone..I never THANK THEM! TO me this is soooo anxiety and somatization. I'll admit it, Im a freak of nature. I will prob be the one person that gets hit by a meteor.Last night my friend got a phone call that his friend had been killed by a train from fishing on a train track and didnt get out of the way of the train before it struck him so as he was jumping OFF the tressel it hit him and knocked him to the cory. Ok...99.9% dying from any given thing any day is the statistics I think that proves it and Im gonna stick with that scenario for awhile..lolP.S dont go fishing on train tracks Sorry Im in a fab fab mood day..Ive started taking 1,000mg of magnesium and 1,000 of XR b12. I also have started kick boxing and tomorrow I start 15 min ab classes wooohooo.....Have a good day all off to play mommy clean the house then get my work out on! Lovely (Im about to submit to change my name to since Im not so pregnant anymore, just happy..it should have been pregnant n miserable at the time but I was trying to make the best of it situation) 
. Whenever i check my weight again, i dont think about my appetite or whatever.. i just think about some muscle disease