Okay, so I left for about a month/am back now because I am flaring pretty bad, I am trying to keep my posts to a minimum though because I feel my health anxiety is typically better when I am away, BUT, I am choosing to respond to this post.I have been agonizing about the flu vaccines this year. I have never gotten the seasonal flu vaccine, and I don't recall ever getting the flu... maybe a bacterial sinus infection once or twice a year, but nothing REALLY bad *knocks on wood*. Anyway, I have gotten millions of opinions on these vaccines this year, and two specifically from both my neurologist, and my rheumetologist. My neurologist said that there is the risk of Guillan Barre' syndrome but its very low, and that quite frankly the swine flu vaccine was developed the exact same way the seasonal flu vaccine was developed. He also said, the seasonal flu vaccine is remarkably safe, and that he has no reason to think that the swine flu vaccine will be any different. My rheumotologist said that unless you have been told otherwise by your doctor, it is highly unlikely that your twitching has anything to do with Guillane Barre' syndrome, or that it puts you at higher risk of developing it. I also have elevated ANA antibodies, and she said that is is still safe for me to get either vaccine. Although she did note that she only recommends the injection, not the nasal administered vaccine.Some reports say that Guillan Barre' develops in 1 in every 100,000 people, other reports I have seen say 1 in every 1,000,000, take that with a grain of salt I guess... However, all of the CDC reports and other articles I have read (sorry I have none to site as I am at work, so you don't have to believe me if you don't want!) say that of people who develop Guillan Barre', which is INCREDIBLY rare, there is still less than a 10% mortality rate.... its a very slow recovery, but most people recover completely within 2 months to a year, depending on the person. It should also be noted that Guillan Barre' develops after other viral infections as well, not just from vaccines... so people who were going to get Guillan Barre' from the vaccine probably had a good chance of getting it from a serious infection as well. I imagine that you probably have similar odds of actually developing serious complications from the flu, as you do of developing Guillan Barre' from the vaccine (this is completely unsubstantiated, for the record, but just my hunch...I am no doctor). One thing to remember is that while you may be healthy, young, and able to fight off the seasonal or swine flu, the sick, very young and very old are not. So while you may get it, be sick for a few days, and feel better, you may also give it to someone else who can't fight it off.... Which is why I assume they go on large vaccination campaigns with the flu. I am not saying get it, or don't get it. It's your body and you have every right to do with it what you will, and nobody has a right to tell you that you have to inject yourself with something (I think the mandate in NY is unfair). After a lot of thought and consultation I have decided I will probably get the seasonal flu vaccine for the first time, and if it is available to me, the H1N1, but that is my decision. I guess I would just like people to really do their research by asking their personal medical professionals what they recommend, and going from there. I know that I have been incredibly alarmed by all the news reports on both sides, and that's why I had to turn off the TV, stop reading the articles in the paper, and actually ask my physicians (more than 1, I might add!).Whatever decision you make, only you can make it, and you just have to hope it'll be the right one.