Hi everybody. I'm 26yrs old female from Europe, my English isn't great but hope you guys can hang in there
Since March 2013, I've gone through hell. And I really mean HELL.I don't know why, I got sick, anxiety and then body widespread fasciculations.as many else, I was terryfied what's going on. I'm a runner, and doctors said that ooh, just more natrium and calium and you'll be fine, and made some bloodtests. Well, everything was fine, on my tests, not in my body. My neuro send me to EMG, head MRI, all fine. I got really depressed, I'm thankfull that my husband understood me, eventhough I'm sure he thinks I'm crazy
So, I have to tell you guys, the only thing why I'm up from bed is u guys. I found this place, I've been reading 6 months your conversations, and this was the ONLY thing what made me understand I'll be fine (99% ). Doctors said "stress" and "deal with it", I got feeling that they are lying to me, they just don't care, and I have ***. Symptoms, you tell me, I've had them all. In ear, in mouth, in eye, legs, stomach, hands.. Everywhere.Slurring, troubles with swallowing, voice changes.Pain in mucsles, weakness. At this point I have to say that I can run halfmarathon, so atleast my legs are ok.I told no-one my fears since month ago. Suddenly I cried and told my husband how much I've been scared, how everyday I was thinking how my children would survive without me when I'm gone. But, I believe that with so many symptoms as I have in so little time, not possible to have ***. Really, nothing happens so fast, not in this age and not like this, I would feel worse on hands or legs or speech in 11 months. I'm 1% worried still, I think many of us are. I still twitch, maybe for rest of my life, and I can live with that. I should just let go, let the fear disappear, but when you have so much to lose, you fear more. I want to thank you all, you really are awesome people in here. Can't thank you enough.
Since March 2013, I've gone through hell. And I really mean HELL.I don't know why, I got sick, anxiety and then body widespread fasciculations.as many else, I was terryfied what's going on. I'm a runner, and doctors said that ooh, just more natrium and calium and you'll be fine, and made some bloodtests. Well, everything was fine, on my tests, not in my body. My neuro send me to EMG, head MRI, all fine. I got really depressed, I'm thankfull that my husband understood me, eventhough I'm sure he thinks I'm crazySo, I have to tell you guys, the only thing why I'm up from bed is u guys. I found this place, I've been reading 6 months your conversations, and this was the ONLY thing what made me understand I'll be fine (99% ). Doctors said "stress" and "deal with it", I got feeling that they are lying to me, they just don't care, and I have ***. Symptoms, you tell me, I've had them all. In ear, in mouth, in eye, legs, stomach, hands.. Everywhere.Slurring, troubles with swallowing, voice changes.Pain in mucsles, weakness. At this point I have to say that I can run halfmarathon, so atleast my legs are ok.I told no-one my fears since month ago. Suddenly I cried and told my husband how much I've been scared, how everyday I was thinking how my children would survive without me when I'm gone. But, I believe that with so many symptoms as I have in so little time, not possible to have ***. Really, nothing happens so fast, not in this age and not like this, I would feel worse on hands or legs or speech in 11 months. I'm 1% worried still, I think many of us are. I still twitch, maybe for rest of my life, and I can live with that. I should just let go, let the fear disappear, but when you have so much to lose, you fear more. I want to thank you all, you really are awesome people in here. Can't thank you enough.