ValgerAce59
Well-known member
Hi all~~
I guess alot of you have been in the place I am now, where I feel like I get something new every day, and that all the signs are pointing to als. Have you guys ever just felt like you KNEW that you had it? It's just too weird, all these weird symptoms that I'm putting all together.
I'm trying to dismiss them in my mind, thinking that maybe if I wasn't in this mental state right now, that I wouldn't even think twice about a fleeting symptom or two, but it's just weird that I keep getting more and more small signs.
I was in the mall with my youngest daughter a while ago today, and as we were getting into the elevator, I went to say something, and I can't even explain it, it's like my voice wasn't there. It was just gone for a sec. It's really hard to describe, and I can't even really think clearly back about what happened, because partly it came right back, and that was it. I feel like my voice is a little raspy today, and I have some allergy issues, but nothing that would cause this, I don't think. And, it's not like I was hoarse, it was just like I went to say something, and nothing came out. It was weird. And, I know that can be a sign of als.
That, combined with the fact that I'm twitching alot in my legs, knees, thighs, and I definitely feel weakness in these areas because of my problem knees, just makes me feel right now like I'm doomed to have this dreaded disease. Why am I being so negative lately? Is it because I'm having the symptoms I describe, or is my negativity causing the symptoms? Whatever it is, I definitely feel like something weird is happening to me. I've never had anything like this voice thing today, really freaked me out.
I go to the neuro on Thursday, and so we'll see what he says then. I have been to a couple sites recently that I shouldn't have gone to, and maybe that is not helping things.
I was just wondering if any of you guys go through this kind of state where you walk around almost assuming you have it. Also, any insight on the voice thing would be great, but I know you probably won't know anything about that because it's just so hard to explain, and so strange. Anyway, thanks for being here, I really really need to just stay on this board, and not 'wander' off!! Talk to you soon, Val
I guess alot of you have been in the place I am now, where I feel like I get something new every day, and that all the signs are pointing to als. Have you guys ever just felt like you KNEW that you had it? It's just too weird, all these weird symptoms that I'm putting all together.
I'm trying to dismiss them in my mind, thinking that maybe if I wasn't in this mental state right now, that I wouldn't even think twice about a fleeting symptom or two, but it's just weird that I keep getting more and more small signs.
I was in the mall with my youngest daughter a while ago today, and as we were getting into the elevator, I went to say something, and I can't even explain it, it's like my voice wasn't there. It was just gone for a sec. It's really hard to describe, and I can't even really think clearly back about what happened, because partly it came right back, and that was it. I feel like my voice is a little raspy today, and I have some allergy issues, but nothing that would cause this, I don't think. And, it's not like I was hoarse, it was just like I went to say something, and nothing came out. It was weird. And, I know that can be a sign of als.
That, combined with the fact that I'm twitching alot in my legs, knees, thighs, and I definitely feel weakness in these areas because of my problem knees, just makes me feel right now like I'm doomed to have this dreaded disease. Why am I being so negative lately? Is it because I'm having the symptoms I describe, or is my negativity causing the symptoms? Whatever it is, I definitely feel like something weird is happening to me. I've never had anything like this voice thing today, really freaked me out.
I go to the neuro on Thursday, and so we'll see what he says then. I have been to a couple sites recently that I shouldn't have gone to, and maybe that is not helping things.
I was just wondering if any of you guys go through this kind of state where you walk around almost assuming you have it. Also, any insight on the voice thing would be great, but I know you probably won't know anything about that because it's just so hard to explain, and so strange. Anyway, thanks for being here, I really really need to just stay on this board, and not 'wander' off!! Talk to you soon, Val