I guess I was living in wonderland hoping the meds might help you. Like Marie Clare, I couldn't tolerate any SSRIs. The only thing I've really heard is that it can take a few weeks to get used to them before they start working, and sometimes the side effects can be really nasty until your body adjusts.
Talk to your doctor and see if he can refer you to someone who might be able to help you through the first 'rough' weeks on the Lexapro. Maybe your therapist can schedule daily 10 minute phone calls with you just for a couple weeks. My doctor had also suggested Effexor as a pretty tolerable SSRI, but I have yet to try it. Thankfully I don't need any meds now--like Marie Clare said, I'm taming the anxiety beast on my own. Once you recognize anxiety for what it is and you KNOW it won't kill you--you can start controlling it.
Geez, it's really a dilemma. I hope other folks on this board will have some positive stories about the SSRIs and be able to offer you advice for how to cope until the side effects subside.
If you're not up for riding out the Lexapro...then I'm with Marie Clare. Tackle the anxiety without the SSRIs. Stick with your therapist and get some good cognitive behavioral therapy. If there are other causes for your moods, be sure to have that investigated as well, like Jenn suggested.
I don't know what kind of therapist you have, but if you can find a true psychiatrist, they might be able to help you work though specific medication dosages. I had seen a psychiatrist once who talked about how he had a patient who, like me, couldn't tolerate SSRIs. He ended up ordering her the pediatric prescription which comes in liquid form. From there, she started on the smallest diluted dose possible, and very slowly worked her way up to the normal adult dose--then switched to the pills. It took a while, but she was able to do it with very little side effects. That might be an option for you. Like I said, I hope others here will have some 'light at the end of the tunnel' stories about SSRIs.
Take care--and just take it easy these next couple weeks. Don't expect to do too much....just relax as best you can and let your body adjust.
Amy
Hope you feel better soon!
Amy