BFS Memories: My Dad's Story

TwitchyGambler

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I am from the class of April 2010 where my symptoms started out as stiffness and cramping in mid April only to turn into violent widespread twitching. I UNLIKE many of you thought it was BFS just like my dad who had been diagnosed in 1994. I was all to familiar with BFS and recall vividly the mental torment it played on my father. I had mild twitching before and when my dad made several trips to a neuro for twitching. I thought he was silly. Fast forward 16 years later and there I was making the trips to the neuro and he was telling me I was silly. I clearly understand violent nonstop wild twitching is not normal. I think I have had every symptom of BFS: numbness, stingers, limbs falling asleep, insomnia, every part of me has twitched including the tongue. I lost 3 months of my life last year truly committed to the idea that I would be dead in 5 years. To say I was a total wreck doesn't even begin to describe my emotional state. I had a hotspot from late January 2011 to mid April of the left foot. I just knew this was going to turn into ALS because it was one spot twitching and it was almost continuous and just when I thought it would never go away and it was a presentation of *** it went away almost as mysterious as it came. I have come to terms with this. It will really never go away or not completely but I can live with it. I stopped my meds and am only taking magnesium for my twitching. After all my self test this is what works for me. I may not have it as bad as some of you, but I still come here for support and to lend support to those who are being mentally raped by this syndrome. My BFS has slowed down once again but I expect and will be ready for a flare up when it comes. Hope you all are doing well and for our newcomers who are reading this you will be ok. 6 neuro trips 2 EMGS 2 CT's and a MRI - I am OK. You will be too.
 
Thanks so much. I am 10 months into this. The class of July 2010. Our stories are very similar. I may PM you sometime. Thanks so much for your story and your encouragement.Tanya
 
Happy anniversary! Good to hear you are well. Hope you will stick around for the newbies. It sounds like (between you and your dad) you have years of practical BFS experience.
 
Good to hear from you TS, congrats on hitting the one year mark. I hope you will stick around also, but then again, if you dont, I sure dont blame you. This can be a dark place once you have started to feel better. Take care of your self and stay gorgeous girlie ;) Robynn :D)
 
Congratulations on reaching such a milestone--acceptance. As I hone in on seven years, I find great comfort in your outlook, and I am far from a newbie. I have been experiencing a major flare up for the past six months and often have to stop and tell myself "this too shall pass."Best-S.
 
Congratulations you have reached the one mark milestone. Once you accept the condition and move on you are truly over it and it just becomes an annoyance. Good luck to you and glad you are better.Mary :D)
 
twitching stinks, How much do you take and were you low? I was tested for this and told my levels were normal, but I am taking magnesium anyway, just started..how much should I take?Tanya
 
Twitchingstinks you said :I don't care how comfortable or how much this goes into remission I will never forget how scared I was so I plan on staying around. It's only fair. This is a good forum with a wealth of information. It was definitely my rainbow in the storm.Thank God! This means a lot to alot of us! I am pretty much past my fears of something sinister, but am dealing with a little anxiety of "What if this comes back full blown after the baby is born?" It's hard to deal with the twitching even knowing it's not sinister. I am still at the point where I need support for that. Hopefully someday soon I can say that it truly doesn't bother me..... Thankyou for making yourself available for support!
 

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