Back on the Boards: A Year of Challenges

Hello Again. I've not been able to visit these boards much recently. It's nice to see the continued support being offered to everyone. I have experienced this condition now for approximately one year. I just wanted to share with everyone a bit of my journey through this past year if I may.
When the cramping, twitching, and electric shocks began pulsing through my body, I flew into a panic and thought the worst. Fortunately, I was quickly diagnosed (within 3 months) and then began to try to calm my fears and manage the pain (not an easy task :) ) It was through this support group that I found peace among the turmoil---and calm within the storm when doubts would arise over and over again in my head if this was really a benign condition. Since that day many months ago I have had to face greater obstacles than I ever could have imagined. I have fought difficult infections, have been hospitalized three times in the last three months, and am awaiting the results of a Bone Marrow Biopsy. To keep things 'on the light side' I always tell my doctors who are treating me while at the hospital to PLEASE fix this BENIGN BFS--it's going to push me over the edge. They just look at me in disbelief! With all else I am dealing with...this is what I want them to FIX??? :LOL: Soooo, I guess unless someone hasn't experienced BFS, they really cannot understand the toll it can take emotionally and physically on a person.
Well, I guess I'm done rambling. Not sure I made any sense. Just try to please know in all your hearts that this is a benign condition, you will be okay. Hang in and have a great Memorial Weekend!
 
i agree ...I WANT MY NORMAL SELF BACK AGAIN....bfs sucks and those who dont have it dont really understand..i try ignore it,,,,but it would be real nice if the pain and tingling and buzzing would go away..i can live with twitches...most doctors,,, i think// just think of it as a muscle fasciculation syndrome...when its really the other symptoms that seem more dominating in a way.. i donno am i right??
 

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