eyennyGlimmer
Well-known member
I wanted to post this as a new topic because it is well deserved. I need to tell you Basso that I am soo sorry. Let me just give you an explanation first. One I read the post and just saw the beginning and never even bothered to read it to the end, did not even see the orgy part until someone brought it to my attention. Meaning I went off half-cocked. I then started getting posts and pm's stating about how you meant this as a joke and then didnt dare go back to read it because I knew deep down I would reread it and find it was a joke. Second, this is no excuse but have to say I have been freaking out so bad the last few days, my muscles seem weak and they are rachet like when I move..my legs are shaking and I have my EMG today, which I am so frightened that I have been crying for days...no excuse though, but me not reading the post all the way through and then this made me go off. A little birdie reminded me about the scripture, and being a christian is to love with words; I am a hypocrite as I did not do this and with this said I must be humble. You were right also about me being degenorous, that it was, pure and simple. I got 5 hours of sleep last night and have to say what I did to you bothered me more then my EMG today. I do not know why I did this, and honest I am not that kind of person. I feel alot of guilt right now and have been crying all morning because I know I did hurt your feelings and that hurts mine very much, as it should. I knew last night that I was starting to really feel the guilt because you pm'd me and I still not to open it because I knew in the back of my mind that you were probably going to be nice and sweet as you are and I was going to feel even more guilty. You know when you really wish you can take something back, well I do. I feel bad because I cannot and I feel bad because you will always remember this. I am sorry and I did go way off and even if I was right, which we all know I was not, I should not of gone off that bad. I hope you will forgive me and do not blame you if you don't but do know I have learned from this and I won't take it back...
Also Christine my apologizes to you also. You were being a friend to Basso and you knew I was wrong and you stuck up for what you believed which I have to say was the right thing. I would of rathered that then some just ignored me and did not answer some of my pm's. You also were right, so my apologizes.
Well with that said I am off to have my EMG done and I will try to get answers for all of us...Jenn...God Bless you Basso and I will pray for your forgiveness.
Also Christine my apologizes to you also. You were being a friend to Basso and you knew I was wrong and you stuck up for what you believed which I have to say was the right thing. I would of rathered that then some just ignored me and did not answer some of my pm's. You also were right, so my apologizes.
Well with that said I am off to have my EMG done and I will try to get answers for all of us...Jenn...God Bless you Basso and I will pray for your forgiveness.
