it´s been a while since my last post... and i was doing fine- still twitching every day (for over two years now), but most of the time i really don´t care about that.last saturday morning i had a bout of severe vertigo with all side effects- palpitations, nausea and vomiting, cold sweat... it made me run so scared and , boooom, full blown anxiety is back.on one hand i know that it is nothing serious- i had a very tensed neck on the left side, pressure on my left ear, vertigo started when i wanted to turn in bed... my husband ( who is a physician) just shrugged it off- maybe a viral infection, maybe positional vertigo or because of my tensed neck.. he was not impressed at all.but for me it was a real horrortrip, i rarely ever felt so miserable.that´s why, on the other hand, i think there must be something wrong with me. since then i feel somehow lightheaded and dizzy, like i did in the early stages of bfs. twitching increased (as always when i´m stressed) and tongue twitching is back- yippee
. so- i feel a bit stuck in this circle of dark thoughts, twitching and anxiety...., just had to vent a bit.... but any thoughts would be appreciated!!
