Violet, noticeable twitching before weakness is possible in about 4 % percent of all cases of ALS. But there was also a study inolving such rare ALS patients and just twitchers demonstrating that people with preceding anxiety and sterss disorder patterns rather twicht and that is all. It does not mean that person with anxiety syndrome is therefore protected from ALS - but it means that prolonged twitches in the presense of severe and obvious stress without weakness ARE NOT poibting to ALS and do not involve subsequent risk of having ALS.Should one persone would do countless EMG, there is always a chance that he or she would have a picture like you said - fisrt 'countless' EMG, then paralysis. But practically you see here for example absolutely different picture. Practically no one of our fellows even with 6 or 8 clean EMG did not got ALS but all of them got severe obsessive disorders... From the stories I read in my owm bad times I practically found that people ususally had misinterpreted EMG (suspicious signs were underestimated) - but those stories were rather of several years old, and now EMGs are in vast majority interpreted statistically by software which significantly decrease chances for missing any suspicious signals.What answers do you want? What is going on with you? We do not know, as we are not doctors and we are remote persons. have you visited a surgeon? have you excluded carpal tunnes syndrome which mingt be one of the suggested dxs with your symptomes of pain and morning stifness? have you seen rheumathologist and excluded arthritis? Are you compliant with taking xanax and zoloft (never miss a pill, adhere to dosage, etc.)? Dont you also take simultaneously some meds decreasing efficiency of antidepresnts or SSRI? You should also know that neither xanax, nor zoloft are not only anxiolitic and antidepressant, and no one of those meds is a magic pill wich may make you forget about your fears. If you feel like ALS is everywhere and there is no certain answer in your world (and it looks like you need this one 100% certain answer whcih no one can give you because chances are still chances) - then you need a specialist to talk about fears making deep roots in you. You'd my be surprised a lot regarding what are REAL needs which are manifested as constant fears of having ALS.However would be possible descriptions of ALS, it always ends up with clear symptomes. And prodromal period does not last for long. And paralysis comes and this is the only definite diagnosis. That symptome can not be missed, but do you want to spend your life waiting for that one certain symptome? Especially in case of disease which for now can not be neither prevented nor treated? What is the point then to be worried with possible or impossible "slight symptomes' if they can not warn you to take any actions? it is about like to be worry about every wrinkle on your face because it is a clear symptome of old age coming and imminent death from aging (which also can not be cured not reverted). Tell yourself then that we all will die sooner or later, that is the only definite answer we can be sure about, and that is our curse and our blessing - we never know the final day.I have a friend who is a psychiatrist herself, and she has real spinal troubles leading her to two surgeries and partial loss of leg function (she walks and even does not limp significantly, thanks to long term rehabilitation courses, but her leg is partly clinically weak by EMG etc.) Right yesterday she complains in her blog that she has unclear bouts of weakness and therefore she does not know what to do. When I asked her why she did not come to neuros, she said: "I am not sure if my weakness is not perceived. I need some definite loss to go to neurosurgeon, otherwise with any vague symptomes it would be just pointless". Remember she has REAL impairment, and she still need more practical impairment to go to neurologist for possible diagnosis. And as a practical psychiatrist she knows well that stress can make alot of grey zome symptomes.I wish I could say as a profet: VIOLET! I AN SPEAKING BY HIGHER POWER AND YOU DO NOT HAVE ALS AND NEVER WILL!!!!But I an just a human being. I have cramps. I have perseived weakness in my hands. I have a hell of morning tingles in them. I make my living earnings really by hands and I am constantly afraid that one day they can say - hey yulia too much load bye bye. I am the same as you - the only difference is that after several years of speaking therapy I managed to make choices like I did - never ever wait for the doom day because it will come once. Well, then I will do all what is necessary - cry, go throug 5 stages of grief, take meds if possible, write a will, etc. But before that definite day I would hope for better and live my life and do my daily walks and try to optimise my diet and my schedule - in other words I will live a full life as much as possible.You are the only person to make such or similar decision for yourself.We can not help in that.With a great sympathyYulia