Yup, I am now at eight years and holding...
I initially had a viral infection eight years ago that caused weakness, internal tremors, vertigo and some numbness and tingling.
Then throughout the years I developed twitching (only I didn't know it was twitching, I thought I was having strange 'pulses' throughout my body from some form of auto-immune vasculitis) and along with the "pulses" I would get tingling and numbing.
Then last year I got the weakness, vertigo, numbness, tingling, and tremoring all back. I've had three ms work ups in the past 8 years, and really 4 if you include this past time I was worked up twice with two sets of mri's.
All of this and the lovely anxiety that accompanies it all, but I'm doing just fine, better than great, really, now that I've accepted it is all just bfs. I don't even have symptoms anymore, and if I ever have a twinge of a symptom, it simply doesn't ruffle me.
I've been where you are, and I understand. You will have to reach a place in your life where you just aren't willing to give this any more of your energy.
I pray for you that you will find peace with all of this very soon, if not immediately.
Blessings,
Sue